I am losing faith in love and losing faith in everything around me. I'm not psychologist, but it sounds to me like that's what it is. And this grief was soon accompanied by fear. Hi Hannah, thank you for posting something like this cause I feel like this too. It feels more empowering, great, and wonderful to believe in myself, and know I … I no longer want to feel like I'm incapable, or inherently flawed, or unable to do things without God. I often do the same sin over and over (nothing horrible, but all sin is bad). But most of all I was lost because I felt I had lost my ability to discern truth while listening to the things he said. I’ve never felt grief like I felt when I realized I had lost my faith. When I feel like I’m losing my faith, I talk to my mom and dad, and we figure things out together. Sometimes even in New York, when I'm at my wit's end, I find myself sending up a plea for help. I love God, please do not get me wrong, I just really feel upset that I'm questioning, honestly. Emmalie C., 15, Colorado, USA. I went into a downward spiral of depression for years… I felt his death was my fault because of my lack of faith. Ask Your Parents. I do believe in God, and have accepted Jesus,, but I feel like I'm "losing touch" with God. Emmalie C., age 15, Colorado, USA. And afterwards, in the face of all reason, I sometimes feel relief. I’m 16, but I’m afraid i can’t rely on faith too. Yeah right I second guess everything. If I try to make a pulse without reviving my dead heart, I might be able to create what looks like a pulse. I feel like He never listens to me. In the same way, if I try to do works without reviving my dead faith, I might be able to create what looks like works. But it won’t be a real pulse, because it won’t come from a living heart. When I feel like I’m losing my faith, I talk to my mom and dad, and we figure things out together. I'm female, 17 years old.. Sometimes I feel like the only reason I'm a Christian is because I fear hell - which I don't want to feel like. That rocked my faith and my faith in my ability to know if I was being led wrong. Ask Your Parents. People say I am phycic . I'm not an extremely religious person, but every now and then I go through phases of being very religious. When I visit my parents in New Orleans, where I am unlikely to run into someone from my adult life -- to be caught playing at faith -- I sometimes let it happen. Sometimes we sing an uplifting song afterward so that we can feel the Spirit. Recently, I've been losing my faith in Allah. I have wanted my whole life so far to be loved back the same way I love but and always disappointed. I gety heart crushed over and over and now am on a relationship where I feel easily disposed and very devalude. 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